Dancing through the netherlands
So i had this really bizarre dream the other night. Bizarre and vivid enough to remember, something that doesn't happen often. So, here's the basic plot of the dream, as it is a dream, and kind of hard to lay out logically... So I was at work, in one of the studios, and the boss comes in to the studio, and tells me that he's firing me for one day. I remember it was a thursday, so I was fired for friday. I remember being shocked and demanding a reason why. His reason was that I'm not going anywhere in this place, and that I've grown all I can here and it's time to move on, coincidentally the exact reason for which I know someone else was fired. So still being shocked, I remember storming into his office and demanding the real reason for being fired. Apparently, he had received word that I was a spy/leak to another radio station in the market, the mix station (PLJ for you new yorkers), and that I was compromising important station information, Of course, I assured him this wasn't true, even though I do in fact listen to PLJ, but that's besides the point. So I was still fired, although things were settled, and I wasnt to come in the next day. Interestingly enough, the rest of the dream unfolded into where I actually was a spy for PLJ, having secret meetings and handing off stuff to them. I'm not exactly sure where that came from, but then again it is a dream.
The part that really got me though was that part about not going anywhere in my current job and the need to move on. Unfortunately, and I realize this deep down and on the surface, this is pretty much true. I've actually known this for quite some time now, but am in a deep state of denial. I'm content doing what I'm doing, and I like this place, but I know I cant go on doing this forever. It's a fun job but by no means is a long-term, stable thing. So maybe this dream was a way for myself to tell me that I AM ready to move on, and that I should heed my own advice.
On a side note, as the superbowl was this sunday, and congrats to the new england patriots. I guess they scored the most baskets on the track thingy. And sorry to the eagles fans. Hey, at least you made it that far. I lost the superbowl pool. And of course, as the rules of life go, the people who don't need the money, win. But hey, that's gambling.
The part that really got me though was that part about not going anywhere in my current job and the need to move on. Unfortunately, and I realize this deep down and on the surface, this is pretty much true. I've actually known this for quite some time now, but am in a deep state of denial. I'm content doing what I'm doing, and I like this place, but I know I cant go on doing this forever. It's a fun job but by no means is a long-term, stable thing. So maybe this dream was a way for myself to tell me that I AM ready to move on, and that I should heed my own advice.
On a side note, as the superbowl was this sunday, and congrats to the new england patriots. I guess they scored the most baskets on the track thingy. And sorry to the eagles fans. Hey, at least you made it that far. I lost the superbowl pool. And of course, as the rules of life go, the people who don't need the money, win. But hey, that's gambling.
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